Tenshi KC's Blog

Why? Why are you doing this? Does it make you happy to see the family broken up? To see a defenceless women have emotional breakdowns? I know I am your favourite and everyone knows I get on well with you better. This is why I am saying this.  She is not perfect nor is anyone. She maybe loud but that is what makes her so fun. Mistakes are made all the time. For example I made lots of mistakes made you lose a few pounds in profit maybe, you give me a telling but you don’t do what you do to her. That isn’t fair. She doesn’t deserve your treatment, she can’t leave because she has me and my brother. I can’t understand what is going through your head… I really can’t. Are you proud? Are you proud of what you’ve done? I come home from school trying to get a good education like you said and I come home… to a family no not even a family, people who have no contact with each other what so ever. This is causing me and my brother stress as well. I can’t concentrate on my studies, as you can see I’m on a blog posting messages!

You need to change if you want me to carry on loving you the way I used to, Dad

I am sorry, I am terribly sorry I do not know how to help you. How can I make everything better? Shall I talk to him? Would you cry out if I hug you? I may act like I do not care but inside it is killing me. It happens so frequently, yes I may say I have gotten used to it but it’s just an excuse. What you said this morning. You should never say that. You are strong, I know you are unlike me who have attempted it. I really do not know how to help. When it gets better it just happens again. It’s him not you. I do not know what he is thinking, he is selfish, too arrogant and an idiotic man. He is causing many people psychological, physical, emotional harm and he blames it on you. I’m sorry.

I love you Mama.

Since before Christmas it has snowed and set. It’s beautiful and has opened my eyes to how wonderful nature can be. My favourite part isn’t the snow ball fights and snowman building even those parts are fun, no my favourite part is sitting near a window and looking out as the sun shines on the snow. I think it is beautiful. Bcause of the snow I have had 3 days off school which has it’s advantages and disadvantages, Advantage is that I don’t have to wake up as early and can stay at home for revision. But the disadvantage is that I cannot ask teachers for help =/ Well I had an As Biology module 1 exam yesterday and today I had psychology. My final exam is chemistry tomorrow which is going to be hard since it’s my worse subject. So now after a break I shall get back to revision.

Well guys, I’ve not been on because of school and exams. To be honest I’m not intelligent so I have to spend a lot of time doing my work… I’m home from school at around 4 and working until 11 at night…. Blame my stupidity. Also I haven’t been too healthy either. Missed school on Tuesday and slept for 15 hours xD Now I have to catch up with the work I missed…. Exams are here now. Had a few already, one today, two tomorrow another one next Thursday and Friday. Then more in January… oh dear…. Well better get back to my revision then. See you all next year 2010 I guess. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! =3

It’s been 6 days after my keyboard exam and I’ve got the result. This shocked me a lot. I swear I’ve would have failed, I was so nervous I couldn’t play anything right. I got 77/100 which was a merit I’m going to carry on playing. I promised someone I would get to grade 5. At grade 6 you get points for university. =/ I guess I’ll try my hardest to get to that. Good Luck KC

Ahhh the dreaded keyboard exam is here Never liked them and never will. Well I’ve practised the same pieces over and over and over and over again… I’m still making the same mistakes and worse making new ones XD oh dear. Well I’ve had to stop because my wrists are aching. Waaaa I’m getting nervous talking about it now XD grade 4. I’m deciding whether to quit after this as I have no time practising since I have soo much work during the week. Oh well see how it goes tomorrow. Wish me luck everyone

Moles… was the dreaded word in everybodies heart when it come to chemistry. Moles calculations. Nobody likes them because it was hard. Today we had to do these calculations and for the first time in 2 years and a bit I finally understood what I needed to do. It surprised me because during my GCSE years I did not have a clue how to work the answer out. Suddenly in lesson BANG I understood… I was like “woah I’ve nicked someone else’s brain over night.” Maths was never my strong point in fact it’s my weakest point yet. But now I am able to do Moles calculations/Empirical formulars/Percentage composition/Molecular formular. I thank my amazing yet boring teacher. hehehe

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